Bella POV.
Agustus pekan dua, review fellowship tahunan formal—bukan sidang, tapi evaluasi tahun pertama jalur scale-up. dr. Lestari chair; mbak Yuni present metrik; aku present lesson learned kunjungan dinas dan dokumentasi penurunan Ramadan.
Pagi review, aku pakai jas modest navy—bukan wisuda, tapi respect ruang direktur. Name tag fellow tetap dipakai. Folder printout backup slide and Q4 protocol one page summary.
Meeting ruang direktur RS edukasi—AC dingin, kursi formal. Aku present slide lima menit modest—tanpa self hype. Direktur tanya sustainability; jawab bertahap dengan data Q4 jujur.
Slide ku: foto tenda blur, grafik kunjungan pre-post modest, quote kader composite anonymized, timeline fellowship year two proposal. Tidak ada foto Noah, tidak ada foto Naya wedding—professional boundary visual.
Pertanyaan direktur lanjutan: “Kalau magister selesai, program jalan?” Aku jawab: turnover fellow documented, SOP kader, mbak Yuni continuity. dr. Lestari tambah: institutional commit edukasi komunitas.
Outcome: rekomendasi perpanjangan fellowship tahun kedua, jam sama dua puluh per minggu, monitor balance magister. Pipeline karier menang.
Setelah meeting, mbak Yuni peluk singkat di koridor—rare emotion professional. “Lo handled well, Bel.” Aku jawab, “Tim handled well.” Credit share instinct.
Sore hari review, aku tidak celebrate mall or cafe—pulang tidur satu jam, shift posyandu sore tetap jalan. Grogi review hangover zero; tired human yes.
Senin after review week, HR email formal letter extend recommendation attach—save PDF folder karier. Evidence stack for future unknown job market.
Selasa, mulai draft bab pembahasan magister—integrasi hasil v2 locked, hubungkan narasi co-design, catat keterbatasan hujan Ramadan Q4 lebih awal.
Sore Selasa, posyandu site one—anak bawa bebek karet, aku redirect ke demo sikat bebek gigi; ibu tertawa. Lapangan tetap hidup meski review formal.
Rabu, Naya undang Bella catering tasting opsional—tiga sample vendor. Bella hadir empat puluh menit, vote rasa bukan harga, pulang sebelum bahas anggaran. Boundary sahabat.
Kamis, kader site two lupa isi log—coach lembut tanpa malu. Budaya belajar terjaga.
Jumat, peer review cohort outline pembahasan—feedback: tambah satu paragraf implikasi kebijakan. Revisi weekend.
Sabtu pagi, papi baca draft pembahasan halaman satu—“Jelas.” Pujian tinggi versi papi.
Ahad, istirahat—laptop tutup sampai malam. mami enforce.
Senin, email Prof. Hartini—skeleton pembahasan approved; target tulis penuh September.
Rabu, aku sign form self-eval fellowship—honest score burnout low moderate, sleep ok, mentor support high. HR file archive.
Kamis, internal memo RS mention review outcome positive—name team not solo Bella. Share credit conscious.
Jumat malam, Ello chat grup kecil thank tim scale-up—tag mbak Yuni dr Reza Bella. Aku reply sama-sama. Team morale.
Noah POV:
Review fellowship Bel extend—om Radit mention newsletter RS. Gue happy for team. Catering tasting Naya Ello cerita lucu—bukan drama invite Bel. Parallel.
Bella POV close:
Selasa, 1-on-1 dr. Lestari pasca review—set ekspektasi tahun dua mentor batch junior Oktober. Bella yes.
Rabu, mulai slide deck annual review summary for own portfolio—not ego, job record.
Kamis, magister class cancel—gunakan waktu tulis pembahasan intro two paragraphs.
Jumat, direktur RS handshake brief di koridor—“Good review.” Bella ucap terima kasih two sentences. Not linger.
Sabtu, aku bantu mbak Yuni input Q3 data summary dinas request—half day team. Government relation skill stack.
Ahad, mami larang kerja after maghrib—patuh sebagian. Irash play PS with Bella one hour promise from Ramadan era paid.
Senin minggu tiga Agustus, poster abstract revision word count cut five words—submit v1.1. Prof approve final abstract.
Selasa, Ello share struktur tenda akad outdoor backup plan PDF komite—Bella read only engineering respect.
Rabu, dr. Reza first solo lead full shift site two—Bella observe from back, not interrupt. Mentee glow.
Kamis, burnout check again form—score still safe. Sleep log attach seven hours average. dr. Lestari approve continue pace.
Jumat, fellowship contract draft year two arrive email—read terms twenty hours, magister concurrent ok. Forward papi one screen; papi reply thumbs up emoji rare.
Sabtu, aku draft thank you email direktur post review—mbak Yuni edit, send Monday. Professional gratitude culture.
Ahad, wedding komite Naya off day for Bella—mute grup twenty-four hours recharge. Naya respect boundary without ask.
Senin, mulai mentor slide batch Oktober kader—ten slides pictures blur, script speaker notes Bella write.
Selasa, magister stats clinic optional—attend one hour ANOVA refresh painful useful.
Rabu, site two ibu share story anak now ask sikat before sleep—anecdote masuk draft pembahasan anonymized later.
Kamis, silaturahmi om Atma small—bang Noah cert celebrate family; Bella clap formal; permisi usual.
Jumat, Q4 week three data entry marathon three hours straight—mbak Yuni bring snack RS kantin. Team grind sisterhood.
Sabtu, Kiera birthday coffee—Bella gift notebook plain; talk aging twenty-six adulting. Normal.
Ahad, rest enforce mami again—compliance eighty percent.
Senin after review month, aku update CV fellowship line extend year two—one bullet factual. Career hygiene.
Selasa, magister peer group discuss thesis timeline kesimpulan November target—mark calendar personal.
Rabu, site one kader promotion informal title lead shift—Bella announce brief proud team.
Kamis, Naya forward komite invitation wording religious phrase—Bella suggest one typo Arabic transliteration consult ustad. Micro help.
Jumat, Q4 spreadsheet audit mbak Yuni random—zero fraud found; culture integrity real.
Sabtu, papi drive Bella campus library day—write pembahasan intro three hours silent car ride home debrief one sentence “Good focus.”
Minggu, mute wedding komite twenty-four hours thesis write—Naya react heart only no ask.
Senin pekan empat Agustus, aku kirim ringkasan evaluasi fellowship satu halaman ke dr. Lestari—tiga poin keberhasilan, dua risiko, satu rencana tahun dua. Mentor balas: *Siap dipresentasikan ke tim.*
Selasa, magister kelas singkat soal penulisan ilmiah—catat checklist sitasi dan paragraf transisi. Pulang langsung terapkan di draft pembahasan.
Rabu sore, site one kader tua ucap terima kasih karena protokol Q4 jelas—“Ibu-ibu tidak bingung isi form lagi.” Kalimat kecil, bobot besar untuk motivasi.
Kamis malam, aku baca ulang surat rekomendasi perpanjangan fellowship—nama tim edukasi di paragraf pertama, bukan namaku sendiri. Itu yang kutargetkan sejak awal scale-up.
Shalat, tidur.
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