Risa sits in her room crying, she is amazed and sad. She was amazed at the figure of the Prophet who was so steadfast and patient in preaching despite the many trials and obstacles he got. She was sad because all this time he had neglected his obligations as a Muslim, abandoning his obligation to cover his genitals, leaving his obligation to pray.
Risa is still crying, her face is wet with tears. He really regretted being because negligent, but he was also grateful because now he has been reprimanded for being able to return to his path.
"Why you, Risa?" Zahra asks, people just entered Risa's room and finds Risa crying.
"Why are you crying more, honey?" Asked Zahra who saw Risa crying even more in his arms.
"Risa regrets Auntie, Risa regrets not closing the body part that Risa should not show since the first time, Risa regrets not praying from the past, Risa is afraid of aunt" Risa said
"Make it a lesson dear, be better, love Allah like Allah who loves you too" Suggestion Zahra while caressing Risa's head dearly.
Risa just cries, not answering Zahra's words. Indeed regret will only come to an end and that is what Risa feels now.
"Is there someone like the Prophet on this earth now" Risa asked when her tears began to recede.
Zahra who was asked for an answer to Risa's question just kept quiet and looked at Risa's two eye beads. He seemed to be looking for an answer to the question in his head 'why did Risa ask that'.
"Why did you ask that" Zahra asks after she stares at Risa for a long time.
"I am ashamed aunt, the Prophet was so courageous in spreading Islam but Risa arrogantly said that me did not want to carry out my duties as Islam. I was ashamed of so many people who fought for Islam but I that was born a Muslim ..." Risa Saying it can't continue the sentence with her eyes running water again.
"Unfortunately the Prophet was a noble man, who had such extraordinary patience, his struggle in spreading the Islam is worthy of thumbs up, he was never afraid, he was always brave because according to him only one feared in this world was Allah SWT , which is what we should emulate, his devotion to Allah which cannot be doubted. Do you think there are humans like that? "
Zahra said while removing the clear granules left on Risa's cheeks.
But Risa cries again and hugs Zahra tightly. In his mind and heart there were so many questions and regrets, why did he instead choose to stay away when God tested him? Why did he not always realize the greatness of the Allah SWT.
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After the crying event, the girl instead fell asleep in the arms of her aunt Zahra. After laying Risa's body and covering her, Zahra left Risa's room, letting Risa's body curl up behind the blanket alone.
Until the morning Risa woke up at dawn prayer hours and immediately carried out his obligations to perform prayers.
For today, Risa doesn't go anywhere after prayer and cleanses herself. Risa lies back on the bed which is now neat while continuing to read her book.
"Asalamu'alaikum" Zahra said from the doorway. Risa, who is in the middle of focusing on reading, turns to the sound's origin.
"waalaikumsalam ,, not usually, aunty doesn't knock on the door" Risa said when Zahra walked towards him.
"already from before, but you didn't hear it, aunt opened it finally"
Zahra answers, who is standing next to Risa, and Risa immediately changes her position to sit down.
"Oh, yes?" Risa answered while thinking about the incident.
"Let's eat first, your uncle and grandmother are waiting, don't forget to use a veil" Zahra said while handing the hijab lying on the sofa in Risa's room.
Risa immediately wears it and exits the room down the stairs while holding her aunt's hand.
"Ouch early in the morning, I've seen two angels" Dimas said when he saw Risa and Zahra approaching the dining table.
"Just say uncle wants to follow the hand grip with Aunt Zahra, indeed, only uncle that can the hand grip with Aunt Zahra?" Risa said harshly.
"In the morning you angry, you have a household problem, right with Angga" Dimas said while teasing Risa. Making Risa glared annoyed at Dimas.
"No, what kind of household?" Risa said annoyed
Dimas only laughs at behavior Risa, in the morning like this Dimas has managed to change Risa's mood. While Rianty (Risa's grandmother, Dimas's mother) and Zahra just shake their heads to see Dimas and Risa's behavior.
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