Bella POV.
Juni datang—Ramadan still on, proposal magister bab metode due mid June. Folder papi label *Metode Juni* next to *Proposal Maret*.
Senin Juni, aku block kalender tiga jam di ruang staf RS—tanpa pasien, mode menulis. Bab metode: desain quasi-experimental, dua site, skor literasi pre-post, lampiran status clearance etik. Kutip data site one dan site two; minggu Ramadan dicatat jujur di paragraf keterbatasan.
Pagi Senin sebelum menulis, aku print data sheet dua bulan—angka kunjungan, persentase ibu yang bisa ulang edukasi, catatan kader. mbak Yuni bantu highlight anomali Ramadan. Data bukan hanya estetika grafik; data bukti kerja lapangan.
Selasa, Zoom Prof. Hartini tiga puluh menit—review draf metode. Komentar tajam tapi baik: perketat kerangka sampling; jelaskan co-design kader posyandu. Aku catat bullet revise; kirim ringkasan balasan lima menit setelah call—Prof. suka respons cepat.
Selasa malam, papi baca draft metode halaman satu—mata non-akademik. “Kalimat lima terlalu ilmiah.” Aku sederhanakan untuk readability, tidak untuk dumbed down science. Win edit hybrid.
Rabu, dr. Lestari baca draft same day—email back: align RS internal timeline with campus deadline. Meeting Kamis fifteen minutes both mentors implicit—RS first, campus second.
Kamis pagi, ruang staf, aku present metode lima menit ke dr. Lestari plus mbak Yuni. mbak Yuni tanya logistik penurunan data Ramadan—jawab sudah didokumentasikan. dr. Lestari tanya generalisasi—jawab klaim modest dengan bukti dua site. Disetujui sisi RS, menunggu gate kampus.
Sore Kamis, aku photocopy formulir etik lima set—backup fisik kalau portal error. Old school papi approve: “Ratu backup.”
Kamis malam, aku dan dr. Reza diskusi statistik pre-post—paired test atau not? Kami putuskan dengan konsultasi singkat dr. Lestari via chat: paired for same ibu repeat visit only. Decision logged in footnote metode.
Kamis sore, kirim ke Prof. Hartini v2—balasan: *Submit formal portal Jumat jika siap.* Hampir siap.
Rabu sebelum Kamis present internal, aku latihan di kamar dengan Irash sebagai audience—Irash bosan tapi clap anyway. Family support absurd but real.
Jumat pagi, upload portal magister—email konfirmasi masuk. Napas lega keluar pelan. mami sujud syukur singkat di kamar; papi bilang, “Anak riset.” Irash tanya, “Kakak print thesis kapan?” Aku jawab, “Belum, Irash. Bab metode dulu.”
Kamis malam sebelum upload, aku baca ulang seluruh bab metode dengan suara keras—ridiculous tapi catches typo. dr. Lestari email: *Good draft. Submit after Prof approve gate.* Chain mentor jelas.
Jumat sore, posyandu site two—minggu keempat Ramadan, tim lelah tapi stabil. Junior fellow lead sesi; aku quality check saja. Efisiensi tumbuh; trust tumbuh.
Sabtu pagi, cohort peer review voluntary—aku kirim bab metode ke partner review anonymized. Feedback: tambah diagram alur. Aku buat diagram sederhana di PowerPoint, export PNG attach proposal.
Sabtu malam, cohort study group optional—case statistik metode. Aku share cuplikan spreadsheet anonymized; classmate tanya tool—share template. Generositas peer, bukan romansa.
Minggu, aku revise tiga item Prof. Hartini—cross-ref introduction ke proposal Maret, typo method section, format reference APA strict. Submit Senin pagi.
Senin pagi upload final revision metode minor—email *Accepted.* dr. Lestari CC congratulate RS team. mbak Yuni order snack share staf—celebration kecil RS.
Selasa, aku mulai outline bab hasil—skeleton only, data placeholder. Writing marathon Juli menanti; Juni cukup outline.
Rabu, fellowship journal club—present scale-up lesson learned Ramadan scheduling. Peer fellow ask how manage magister same time—aku share calendar blocking honest.
Kamis, papi print bab metode for binder family archive—embarrassing but sweet. Binder label *Magister Bella Bab Metode.* Irash draw tooth on cover.
Ahad, istirahat dan baca Quran dengan mami singkat. Refleksi: metode submitted; komite wedding dimute; log fellowship updated.
Jumat pekan submit portal, aku celebrasi mini dengan es teh tawar sendiri—no sugar Ramadan still on memory. mami lihat, bilang, “Kelewatan, tapi paham.”
Sabtu, aku backup semua file metode ke cloud dan flashdisk papi—dua copy. Kehilangan data bukan plot twist yang ku mau.
Minggu, cohort reading list July heavy—order books online; papi bayar secretly; aku transfer balik. Loop keluarga Atmadja: support and accountability.
Senin, dr. Lestari minta Bella present metode lima menit di staf meeting bulanan RS edukasi—not dinas yet, internal morale. Aku yes—practice audience bigger.
Selasa, present internal—twenty staff, applause modest. mbak Yuni whisper, “Lo ready Juli.” Confidence stack.
Rabu, aku update proposal master portal status green all sections method—screenshot archive folder papi binder again.
Kamis, aku bantu mbak Yuni input data prelim ke spreadsheet results—numbers not narrative yet, but skeleton live. dr. Reza verify formula no error. Team spreadsheet hygiene.
Jumat, magister class cancel for national holiday bridge—cohort cheer. Aku use day write abstract metode English one paragraph for future conference optional. Prof. Hartini reply: *Clear. Keep for July results tie-in.*
Sabtu, silaturahmi keluarga Tedja small—not event, just check-in. Bang Noah present drainage photo Q2; aku present nothing personal. Ello-Naya leave early for vendor meeting—life parallel.
Ahad pekan kedua Juni, istirahat setengah hari—mami paksa. Tidak debat. Tidur sampai jam sepuluh—kemewahan.
Senin, internal RS email blast newsletter draft co-author invite—aku write section scale-up two sentences each site. Publish internal Monday next. Name in print modest footer.
Noah POV singkat:
Bel submit bab metode—mbak Yuni mention in edukasi meeting proud. Gue comment grup proyek congratulations professional tag Bel. Bel reply thanks emoji neutral. Thread close. Gue audit mall weekend. Life parallel.
Bella POV penutup:
Senin Juni week two, Prof. Hartini email: *Metode accepted pending minor revision introduction cross-ref.* Revision list three items— doable week. dr. Lestari forward dinas update scale-up interest Q3 visit maybe.
Buku catatan:
*Metode submitted. Mentor dual ok. Ramadan tired. Forward.*
Ahad Juni, aku kirim thank you email ke dr. Lestari dan Prof. Hartini same template different content—gratitude professional. Mentor appreciate small courtesy.
Senin, dr. Lestari invite Bella co-author internal newsletter article scale-up—optional. Aku yes—practice writing public audience. Not romance blog—health literacy blog RS.
Selasa, cohort assignment results outline due preview—submit skeleton. Prof comment: good structure. Chain continues July.
Rabu, Naya share in grup komite draft undangan akad wording—formal Arabic quote plus Indonesian simple. Aku suggest one typo fix only, not rewrite all. Sahabat edit light touch.
Kamis, posyandu both sites half day—rotation trial pre-dinas visit. Logistics mbak Yuni master. Bella float between sites—tired feet, happy heart.
Jumat, aku submit log fellowship hours May plus early June—transparent Ramadan adjustment attached. Admin RS approve no question.
Sabtu, cohort webinar guest lecturer community research—one hour note dense. Aku ask one question anonymized data storage—answer useful for proposal ethics appendix later.
Shalat, tidur. Alarm sahur or posyandu depending day.
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