Slowing down my life

Paris's POV Crap Mars is at the table! Crap crap crap what bad timing.  “I’m sorry I haven’t come to see you. There has been a lot going on and I know Danny has come to see you so it makes things a little better for me. Not that I’m saying it’s okay to not see you but I am saying that I feel like crap and I’m sorry for not coming earlier.” He says sadly.  “It’s okay I wish you just told me. I would’ve understood as well and you could have..  We hear the chair move in the kitchen and I know it’s Mars probably looking for me since I’m taking too long to go back.  “Is someone here?” Jack asks me  “I have a friend over for dinner.” I say smiling at him.  He pushes me aside and sees Mars on the table.  “Who is he? And why is he in my clothes? Did he take a shower here?” He asks me  Man am I in trouble.  “He’s a friend that needs a place to stay and a meal that’s all. I would never let anyone go astray if they needed help.” I say back to Jack.  “Jack?” I ask him  “Get out!” He says to Mars  “Jack, he is a friend. I can’t just invite him and then not invite him.” I say to him  “ So what does that mean for me?” He asks  “What do you mean? What does that mean for you? You can stay all you want. I don’t care.” I say back to him  “I’m not leaving till Paris asks me to leave.” Mars says grinning at Jack Ugh did he really have to say that!  “She is my girlfriend and you need to leave. I am with her now.” He says to Mars  “Oh really?” Mars asks  Oh no! You better not Mars! Ugh he is he is  “Where were you when she was left for dead, dropped on the ground bleeding out from her wounds on Sunday Morning?” He asks Why did he exaggerate that? “What do you mean what happened?” Jack asks looking at me  “Where were you when she needed her assignments from school? Where were you when she needed new bandages? Where were you when she cried herself asleep at night because she was lonely and that she missed you and you never came? Where were you when the only people in her life that called were her Uncle and best friend?” Mars ask  How did he know that I cried myself to sleep at night?  “That is none of your business! She is my girlfriend and I will take care of things from now on.” Jack says back to Mars  “If that’s how things are in relationships with you guys here then that’s a horrible way to show love and affection.” Mars says to Jack  Yep that’s it! Next think you know I see Jack go for Mars and vice versa. It was a bloody mess. Mars ended up leaving first and I told Jack to get out.  This is just too intense for me, but what Mars said to Jack was right. He never answered Mars questions to be honest. And I have been feeling super lonely. Even though I have Danny and Mars with me, I have been feeling lonely without Jack. I need to figure out what is going on and get to the bottom of my issues with my boyfriend and now Mars. When it comes to Jack he has no right to not keep me in the loop about things and with Mars I feel like I have confided in him as a good friend. Danny is my best friend and my Uncle is trying my best to make things right. Have you ever felt like your life is going by faster than what you see and you just feel like you are taking a back seat and watching it go by? That’s how I feel like right now. Like things are rushing and I am just watching it with no control. Like an autopilot mode. Maybe I need to slow my life down a bit.   Mar’s POV Why can’t she see that guy is no good for her and why am I just hanging around a simple human being. I can’t remember much but I can remember my name? I do know that I have some type of power but it has not shown yet. When I walked those few days I learned that I can heal quickly if I get hurt, I can sense a presence like a bad presence when it is near and I can stop time. I think?  I’ve been trying to get my memory back and leave but for some reason I feel lost without her so I always go back. Like a sense that I have to protect her and never leave. Not only that but I have this sensation that I want her so bad. Like the smell of her is like a candy that you want but can’t have. What is going on with me?  And that kid! Who does he think he is talking to me and attacking like that to me like that? Does he know who I am? Wait! I wonder where all this confidence has come from? I must have been someone at least with strength. As I have figured now I can definitely fight. After fighting that kid I held back since I know I can feel like I can hurt him and badly too.  I sit next to the side of the house on the ground and just look at the moon. Whoever did this to me I must have really pissed off. I wonder what kind of man I was before coming here. Lately all I have been doing is trying to figure out my memories and be close to Paris. I wonder if she is okay right now? I knew it was none of my business but that kid had it coming for him!